Breaking through the surface of the primordial waters is an ancient energy. It is what is making your boat rock. It is coming from the depths. Those who handle ultimate justice in the universe inhabit these waters, which are deep and dark, full of caverns… but they know the ways. They’ve inhabited them since Neith.
If you know me, you know I was born talking about Ancient Egypt as if it were a set of tapes I came with. Whether it was old words, or a unexplained knowledge of the old Gods. I have been an advocate for the systems of power of the mythology of ancient Egyptian Neteru since I got here. I arrived here in this lifetime with my hair standing up on end. Like I was electrified. It took a year for it to lay flat. I came in, wired for sound.
I was already picking up the signals and frequencies.
I joke about coming to the planet with tapes but I was remembering. I talk about how I found out what part of me held this knowledge in my book. I also share how like the medicine of Sobek and Ammit – and Sekhmet to some extent, accompanied me on quite a lot of barrel rolls and me thrashing around inelegantly to get to that part of my particular adventure.
It took me staring down the barrel of a metaphorical and metaphysical gun that had been aimed at me since I got here as Amy Miranda. I like to go as deep as I can into the meanings and metaphors in the primordial waters of life. That’s part of the magic of remembering the primordial. Through crocodile, and snake medicine in my shamanic practice I have learned to navigate these dark waters, and passages. Underground currents and caverns where there is no visibility. My collective experience and training (thank you Daniel Leonard and Sandra Ingerman) has taught me not to allow my physical body to panic and to channel the spiritual power, and friends that I have made in those cavernous seemingly never ending dark tunnels until I felt my way out using their expert guidance.
Those are the times we are in now. Low visibility. Density. I keep telling people “I trained for this”. I don’t mean that as a point of arrogance or ego, I mean it as when I literally worked through the realization that what I endured, survived, and now serve survivors of – was I had to move through the evil of those crimes, and what they did to my spirit, my perception, my autonomy, sovereignty and agency. That witnessing and raising of authentic power through reclamation of my own lineage, history and experience and how I survived being choked by the depths of darkness beneath surfaces of the waters of remembering, of finding my way back, of coming back up to the surfac sometimes unseen as part of a method to protect myself by cloaking in those dark waters. That low visibility has many times saved my life. I have friends in the darkness. I know the shadows. I now choose to re-enter to swim with my crocodile friends back to whatever places may hold any power of my clients taken by The Uninvited.
At some point I shook off the prey vibration and became an apex predator – just like my crocodile family. Somewhere along the way I became a predator to those who prey on others. I became someone who will swim into the dark places in order to deliver the spiritual paperwork and evidence required both as above and so below to those with the experience and authority to judge it. In my work and practice over the last 10 years with survivors, and in my own practice and work – I have watched the truth ooze out of society about the men in power (men like my father – I will remind you he was in upper management in global marketing for an international hotel chain for most of my childhood… hotels as we now know are integral and complicit to a lot of crimes against children), I have seen movements of survivors illustrating why the system built by The Uninvited will never serve up justice for us. It was built by them to protect them from us. I have seen a man who was suspected of committing the ultimate violation of darkness against his children be judged by Universal law within weeks of the ceremonial invocation of the old Gods by having his literal heart weighed and having a heart attack.
We are in these times of returning to the primordial waters, repeating patterns because we have not done the work required to transmute the bog to peat, We are now in these dark waters together. Like so many survivors of campaigns of terror I know how to navigate through these tunnels. We trained for this. The Uninvited are new. The patriarchy.. They are a grain of sand on the grand scheme of time. This is why we must work with the old Gods, in the deep waters, the creation soup of all that is. We can remember the time before the primordial soup was poisoned. We can restore the waters and until then, we can learn how to maneuver with the help of some of the primordial OGs. Ammit is the eater of The Uninvited. She dispatches those who are not worthy of passage into the field of reeds. Think of that as one big VIP area in the skies. This time, though, no one takes cash – they weigh your heart. Against the feather of Ma’at (Light as a Feather, anyone?) We must remember not to panic in the darkness, not to fight the current but instead lean into the rolls, twists and turns and listen to the oldest part of yourself, the one who knows, and remembers. We must move through the twists and turns to get out of this maze of murk. To do that, we must trust the raw power of nature, of the waters and elements that lead us here, not as human beings but as souls.
Grab on to your bloodline. Lock into your lineage and command the change you want to see in the world, file the spiritual paperwork, write letters, petitions, not only to world “leaders” (don’t get me started) but to spirits you hold dear. Call on those serving in perfect love and perfect trust- of Universal law and justice, for the highest good and possible outcome – not just for you and yours but for all. Yes, even the jerks. We will not come out of this without giving them the grace to join the voyage out of this sludge. Until we do, we will repeat this cycle of physical, spiritual and emotional violence. It feels like we are, because we are. We did not solve the spiritual and energetic part of the equation with WWII. We can solve it now, but we must do it in the code first. Just like a website, things in this reality must happen in the code, or spirit, or energy first. We then wait to see those changes moving to ordinary reality.
I have seen and witnessed literal miracles in my practice and by moving through the thrashing and barrel rolls humanity has caused by doing what has saved my life so many times, moving with the movement until I have gained control of it. That is alchemy, that is how energy moves, when we harness it, it becomes like Battling Ropes. That is how it feels to wield authentic power (similar recovery!)
For more than half of my life, I was preyed on by one of the people who helped bring me into the world. I was drowning, gasping for air, until I learned the movements, and suddenly, it was him who was gasping for air and running from me into those caverns where I hid for years. I know them well know, thanks to the old ways, the old Gods, and the primordial magic of the help of the likes of Sobek, Ammit, Sekhmet, Wadjet, Nekhbet, Ma’at, Djehuty, P’tah and Khnum. We work together, again, just like we did once when my soul was here so long ago.
I know that part of me’s name now. It is one of the ones they whisper to me through the darkness. It is the name of the 4 star General High Priestess of Justice and Light who inhabits me. You have someone like this inside of you too.
I am here to help you find her. Yes, her. 🙂
May you enjoy this lullaby and tale of Sobek as we move through these dark waters together into clearer visibility in heart, soul and mind. Remember, we come from these waters. It’s the first element we meet in the womb.
If you need me to remind you of how to navigate, or you need a tow or tune up, book some time with me
XO
- MIRANDA